This blog explores a profound personal moment when the Judy grapples with grief, resilience, and purpose after losing a cousin in Gaza. Amid the demands of daily life and studies, memories of family and separation resurface, evoking the pain of displacement and the sacrifices made in pursuit of a better future. Reflecting on past promises to make their family proud, the writer reaffirms their commitment to education not for personal gain but to make a lasting impact on their community. This powerful piece highlights the emotional journey of holding onto hope and purpose despite loss and distance, driven by a vision for a brighter tomorrow.